haiz.... life is full of ups n downs.... look at the brighter side ppl say..... sometimes .... the brigther side just aint bright enough to be seen....

its not nice being alone here .... although distance makes the heart grow fonder.... mine seems to be growing weaker.... tend to more forgetful.... tend to be more negligent ... tend to be less aware of the surroundings....

i guess it is normal... maybe because ive nvr been so deeply in love before...

had a conversation with a good friend couple of days ago... he says im too aware of the surroundings.. too sensitive to change...too analytical.... well... i guess he's trying to say i think too much ....

that is one reason why i am upset when i dun receive an sms when i think i shld.. or get a nice reply when i expected... or get impatient when i wait too long for someone....

maybe when u love someone too much... ur mind will be like clothes in a washing machine.... one moment ure there... another moment... ure somewhere else.... trying desparately to keep ur sanity .....

can i make it?.... will i be able to escape from this prison of hell.... will the light at the end of the tunnel shine for me to show me at least a glimmer of hope? will u leave the door open for me to get through?.... this will be concluded in our next episode of prison break......be sure to stay tuned to channel zhuzhudeoinkoinkland