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Thursday, August 16, 2007 12:25 AM
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 11:16 PM
a long day..
i keep thinking this is a bad year for me..
very bad..
very very bad..very very very bad..
haiz..from the beginning of the year, most of the things are like screwed up..
wuwu..what's happening??!!!
then i think maybe if i keep thinking positive, my good luck will make a big u turn and come back to me..
but but..say i'm childish..it dont work tt way..lol.
feeling helpless..
but there is something to cheer about,
my xiaozhu baby is always with me..hehe.. (((:
though we had bad quarrels and big fights..
angry..sad..hurt..
but he is still by my side, helping me and giving me support!
that's love i think..
thank you honey, i know u dont need it, but i still wanna tell you how thankful im to you!
its a bad year, but the days with you are always nice and sweet! =)
you have completed my world, i'm no longer lonely with your love..
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Tuesday, August 7, 2007 1:26 AM
i cant sleep..i'm very tired..but i cant sleep..
u sleep le ba?
will we get over this time? i dont know..
we always do..but this time is so bad, and we are so far apart..i'm scared..
how come we become like this? i try to remember..
we were so nice right? i miss you, you miss me..i love you, you love me..
then what happened?
oh, words are so hurting..we have let each other down right?
back to the start, we wont even want to say a single harsh word to each other..
it seems so far now..
i dont know how it will end this time, i do not dare to think..
too many i dont knows, but i love you, i always know..
i'm having a headache, but i cant sleep..its killing me!! help..help me..dont leave me alone..please..
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Thursday, August 2, 2007 10:50 PM
okies... today is supper crappy..... went to school.. help out with orientation.... my mind was totally not focused with the task at hand... i basically just stoned around.... alot was going through my head.. another sem... more torture.... i cant seem to study well anymore.... its like... my mind is giving up on me..... i have to worry abt alot of things.... well... basically abt u ...... ur student pass... ur future here..... if something goes wrong.... i wont know what to do..... i cant concentrate on anything anymore.....
what am i gonna do.... after all.. im only human.... looks like i have to change my happy go lucky attitude.... for now.... i must be in control.... plan.... perform .... perfection is what i shld be aiming for now..... spoke to my cousin in aussie abt my problem.... he says i need to find some motivation to keep me on track.... right now... i cant seem to find one at all..... my future is clouded by various problems....
here is a photo of us last yr.... sweet sweet... photos shld be my source of motivation i guess... remembering to sweetnees in the past n working hard for it....
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