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okies... today is supper crappy..... went to school.. help out with orientation.... my mind was totally not focused with the task at hand... i basically just stoned around.... alot was going through my head.. another sem... more torture.... i cant seem to study well anymore.... its like... my mind is giving up on me..... i have to worry abt alot of things.... well... basically abt u ...... ur student pass... ur future here..... if something goes wrong.... i wont know what to do..... i cant concentrate on anything anymore.....

what am i gonna do.... after all.. im only human.... looks like i have to change my happy go lucky attitude.... for now.... i must be in control.... plan.... perform .... perfection is what i shld be aiming for now..... spoke to my cousin in aussie abt my problem.... he says i need to find some motivation to keep me on track.... right now... i cant seem to find one at all..... my future is clouded by various problems....

here is a photo of us last yr.... sweet sweet... photos shld be my source of motivation i guess... remembering to sweetnees in the past n working hard for it....
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